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Gratitude and Grief

On March 31, 2020 By Julianne VantlandLeave a comment

It's been 7 years since we lost our first child. Selah. She was just a small wisp of a person. We discovered her existence and then mourned her parting in the space of a week. Easter week. One bright blue pregnancy test, then another, weaker, a few days later. Then the blood. It was so …

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Selah, child of light

On March 31, 2019March 31, 2019 By Julianne Vantland1 Comment

For years I have said that miscarrying our tiny Selah was the beginning of the end of faith for me. In the days after that very worst day, family and friends reached out with words of comfort, with meals, with stories of their own loss. Tangible, vulnerable acts of kindness that made me feel less …

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selah, star child

On March 30, 2019March 28, 2019 By Julianne VantlandLeave a comment

This week I will be sharing pieces I’ve written about our miscarriage over the past 6 years. They have been scattered across different blogs in different seasons, spanning the full arc of my faith deconstruction and grief journey and I wanted to bring them together in one place to make them more accessible, and also …

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Carrying Lost Hearts

On March 28, 2019March 31, 2020 By Julianne Vantland3 Comments

This week I will be sharing pieces I’ve written about our miscarriage over the past 6 years. They have been scattered across different blogs in different seasons, spanning the full arc of my faith deconstruction and grief journey and I wanted to bring them together in one place to make them more accessible, and also …

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Four and Seventeen Months

On March 27, 2019March 31, 2020 By Julianne VantlandLeave a comment

This week I will be sharing pieces I’ve written about our miscarriage over the past 6 years. They have been scattered across different blogs in different seasons, spanning the full arc of my faith deconstruction and grief journey and I wanted to bring them together in one place to make them more accessible, and also …

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claiming resurrection

On March 26, 2019March 31, 2020 By Julianne VantlandLeave a comment

This week I will be sharing pieces I've written about our miscarriage over the past 6 years. They have been scattered across different blogs in different seasons, spanning the full arc of my faith deconstruction and grief journey and I wanted to bring them together in one place to make them more accessible, and also …

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